The 2019 X90 Hard Mode High Accountability Elimination Challenge

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  1. Daniel1

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    Checking in day 10, going strong :D
     
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  2. fleurette

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    Hi all,
    Sorry for disappearing from NoFap, I felt offended by one member (from another group) at the time just after my relapse when I was at my lowest so I quit. But I did not quit my no PMO journey, today marks my day 33 after my relapse and I will move on. Missed you guys :) How have you been?
     
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  3. control your life

    control your life Moderator Assistant Staff Member Moderator Assistant

    good to see you back and strong !sorry for ur troubles before! yah ,we must find ways to stop this addiction for good!
     
  4. Daniel1

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    It makes me very happy to see you back here! Warm welcome! And I'm glad you've stayed on your no PMO path :D

    I'm doing well,, Checkin day 11. I'm at a very good place
     
  5. fleurette

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    Thanks for a warm welcome guys! So, how have you been? Let's beat this addiction together, it won't do anything good :)
     
  6. control your life

    control your life Moderator Assistant Staff Member Moderator Assistant

    it was tough few days ,but all is well now :) yah ,lets do this !
     
  7. JustForTodayz

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    Great to have you back!
     
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  8. JustForTodayz

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    Checking in for day 8 :)
     
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  9. I_AM_AWESOME

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    Awesome!!!! Great to have you back.
    We def missed you. I just hoped you were in a good place and doing well but needed a break.

    Great job on 33 days!!!

    Hows life been otherwise? You were taking a class if I remember and looking to cut down on social.

    Thanks for checking in
     
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  10. I_AM_AWESOME

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    8 days!!! Cool, nice job
     
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  11. I_AM_AWESOME

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    11 days, you're on a roll!!
     
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  12. I_AM_AWESOME

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    Checking in, doing great here. On a ski trip with my family. Only had one non p but not good visual viewing party recently but stopped before it got out of hand. That was after a really intense emotional issue with my gf.
    All is well now but my brain really wants a release. Oh well
     
  13. Daniel1

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    Checking in day day 12 :)
     
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  14. JustForTodayz

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    Checking in for day 9
     
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  15. JustForTodayz

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    Have fun on your ski trip! Also stay safe since emotial issues can indeed be triggers.
     
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  16. airheal

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    I'm in.I have not been in nofap for.a long time, and experienced a lot then.This period included the longest duration of my life,which lasted 30 days.Unfortunately, I relapsed just now.That's exactly why I am here again.Reflecting on these days,I can say it's quite a success since I have never held on for more than 21days.This time I broke my record.However, it is still not an ideal outcome,for I could tell my body isnt.completely healed.So I come here again for a breakthrough, again!This time it will be incredible(at least for me considering my past) and I will undertake a 90-day challenge.Perhaps I'll not be here every day,for I am a Senior 3 student now and am working for College Entrance Examination in China now,but I will make sure to check weekly.I will be18 this summer.I wish this will be my best birthday present.
     
  17. fleurette

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    Thanks for warm welcome, and your streak is AWESOME as well, tell me your secrets of success!
    Yeah I'm now enrolled in an online self-growth class since Feb 4 and now we're working on self-strengthening topic (I dunno if I translated it correctly, the exact title of topic is "strengthening of personality"). I am also finishing FB (and social media in general) detox - approaching 60 days. I plan to come back there shortly after and then go on this: http://99daysoffreedom.com/. Went no contact with that text-only guy communicating with whom led to my relapse. Really feeling like waking up. Social media detox adds huge benefits to No PMO challenge, at least for me.
    Day 35, mood good.
    @airheal - welcome! It is not the number of days which matters but rather your progress and determination. What is your course of action? Willpower and posting here are not enough in my opinion.
     
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  18. I_AM_AWESOME

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    Awesome progress!!! You're making great strides with your growth. I love it!!!

    What sort of things do you do in your class?

    The 99 days sounds cool. I think about those things but I do use my local fb to get references from my local town. Like what plumber to use, what computer repair etc.

    Keep up the great work!!!
     
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  19. I_AM_AWESOME

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    Checking in.... we're on day 76 of 90. I kinda lost track of the scores. I could go back and start counting but that would take a long time. I actually meant to write a program that would do it for me but didn't get around to it.

    I suppose if you're still around reading & contributing then you're a winner of challenge!
     
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  20. airheal

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    You are right.For me it's always easier said than down.Reflecting on my success and failures, what drives me to eventually give in are these factors:firstly is my body's fixed periodic chemistry changes.Accustomed to mastubate on weekends, I can tell there's an urge every weekends now, which will fade away on Monday again.So for me the hardest fight will surely be weekends.And as for my relapse, in fact the very last and most important part is the moment when I find a site of pornography and click in to watch it.Perhaps there's no better solution but to stay away from my phone and search for other things that would have me occupied.The problem here lies in, I don't have access to more hobbies actually.The study pressure is higher and higher as examination draws near(Chinese College Entrance Examination is on June 7th and 8th,which is a vital turn for Chinese students.)and I have less time to even do physical exercise, not to mention playing basketball or other things.Maybe I should seek pleasure in my study? I can try It.
    And another significant problem on the way is the suffering of flatline.It seems my brain won't allow anything except pornography to help release happiness.This may have a link to the former problem.
    Yeah, determination is not enough.But no matter how, the best solution for me is to find a way out while going forward, in my opinion.
     
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