The beginning of the end.

Hi everyone! I'm new here so i'll tell you a bit about my story.

Not too long ago, I turned 19 years old. I started watching P at about the age of 11. I was at my friend's house goofing around when we accidently stumbled upon his older brother's vhs P collection. We decided to watch some of them. This his how it all started for me.

From the time I looked at my first porn video until I was 16, I masturbated on average at least twice a day. Some days I would do it up to 6 or 7 times. I didn't know I was addicted to P until the day I was about to loose my virginity at 16. I couldn't get it up. I was so embarassed. I didn't understand what was happening. The girl I almost had sex with laughed so hard! She started calling old gramps or cottonelle dick (cause i was soft, lol.)

After this devestating night, i did some research and stumbled on a website similar to this one and couldn't believe what i was seeing. Thousands of people in more or less the exact same situation i was in. I FINALLY understood what was going on with me. May 17th 2013 was the day I started my no PMO journey. Unfortunately i'm still on this journey. The longest streak i had in about 2 years was 35 days. I've had a lot of long streaks ranging from 21-35 days. I've equalized my record 3 times but always relapsed. I still won't give up though . If I learned one thing from noFap, it's that I NEVER give up!

Today I'm at day 0 and I intend to officially get rid of this addiction. This community is a mine of gold and I'm very thankful it exists. All together, LET'S SLAY THIS MONSTRUOUS ADDICTION!

 

Thank you @Ryszard Mazur . I know we can do it.