The journal of the messed up

So, hi everyone. I'm a newbie here and it's my first thread. I'm.....uhh, a random guy, shitposting from a random corner of this world I've decided that from now on I'm gonna share my stories, my experiences with y'all.
Well, after making my life almost a living hell, I decided to keep a journal. I've tried many things to quit pornography before coming here. Tried yoga, taking therapy and all that stuff. But I don't know why the hell when I'm on a 3/4 days streak, that one fucking sound coming from my brain, compells me to masturbate. And after that, depression and anxiety...... And this cycle goes on.
I'll be happy if someone like me(fucked up in life)response here. So, meet y'all again
the next day.

 

Thanks for the support. It means a lot.

 

Well, trying to quit