The journey towards setting my heart ablaze and going beyond my limits

Day 0
I have been in this platform for a while but have been inactive for the last two years.Was busy preparing for college entrance examinations.They went fine not upto the mark that i felt i could achieve but then every setback teaches you something important.I will post those learnings and the mistakes I have made in the last two years preparing for the exams some other day.I will try a dopamine detox and get back to working out again.There are a tonne of things i wanna learn and do before my college starts which is in about 2 months I suppose I am not sure either as i haven't gotten any official notification from my college.I wanna learn to code,get back into making content for YouTube, learn videography and editing,learn about startups maybe even the flute.The first thing I will make tmrw morning would be a schedule.The last few weeks have been just lazy and I was tensed about what college o would get in counselling.Now that that is settled i wanna learn without giving any more excuses.Thankyou for reading this post of mine,More power and strength to everyone on your own self journey towards greatness.

"Not being all alone, I think it’s a blessing." – Kyojuro Rengoku

 

Day 0
This streak ended even before it began
Was at home alone and wasn't able to concentrate on coding or in writing a script for a YouTube video.My focus has been messed up due to all the porn and social media I have consumed last month.On a bright side i did workout today and will do some more coding now.I was initially embarassed to post this and thought of just saying it as day 1.But looking at the support i have gotten here with just a single post i didn't wanna lie.Thanks a lot for that and it means a lot to me.Tommorow is gonna be fun as I am going to play cricket in the morning with my school friends.I am excited for it.I will give in my best to stick to a schedule and not slack off from now.I need to research about flow state now and even incorporate meditation from tomorrow on something I have left 2 years ago just like my various other hobbies.I hope everybody here find the power and strength to keep moving forward and find peace.

My favourite quote of rengoku-
"Set your heart ablaze, go beyond your limits!"- Kyojuro Rengoku

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Day 1
It was a lot of fun playing cricket in the morning.It was 1 pm by the time i reached home had a brunch did some research on flow,hair and skin care.The rest of the day I was just watching anime.I will code tommorow and i was feeling sore so didn't go for a workout.Before going for the game in the morning I did some meditation and that felt good.Its like these initial small steps towards something positive.I feel very tired to journal more for today so I will end it here for now and will try doing a bigger entry tommorow.Wishing u all the strength and peace in your journey towards light.

"Grit your teeth and look straight ahead, Even if you stop and crouch down, time won’t wait for you or snuggle you and grieve along with you." – Kyojuro Rengoku

 

Day 1
I have been out for a while and i relapsed.It's really frustrating at this point but all i feel at this point is that it's only way up from now.Been having a tonne of fun these days and was out with friends for the past week.Now it's time to build on body and mind.Started reading this book called rich dad poor dad(seems very interesting am at pg 40),did a workout yesterday and took some pics to check progress,finally wrote something for YouTube today.Still haven't made a schedule and that is feel is very important at this point of time.I won't repeat the same mistakes I have been doing for a long time now and also be consistent here.I am gonna go hit the gym now.Thanks for everyone that supporter me till now and i hope that u too find light and joy.

There's this insta Post i cam across and i want to share it with you people here -

"Sometimes you are unsatisfied with your life, while many people in this world are dreaming of living your life...A child on a farm sees plane fly overhead and dreams of flying. But a pilot on the plane sees the farm house and dreams of returning home. That's life. Enjoy yours. If wealth is the secret of happines, then the rich should be dancing on the streets. But only poor kids do that. If power ensures security, then officials should walk unguarded. But those are people who live simply, sleep soundly. If beauty and fame bring ideal relationships, then celebrities should have the best marriages. Live simply, walk humbly, and love genuinely. And all good will come back to you!"