// Day 10 - You spend the night at the old Watchtower of Amon Sûl. PMO forces are lurking in the area. Honestly, I feel that Day 10 comment. I work at an Elementary School. I'm the only male besides the custodian. Some of the teachers and kids' parents are very beautiful... But by God's grace, I'm still here
well, technically you´re relapsing, and if you continue that path, it´s likely that you´re going to have a full blown PMO relapse. Brother, please be aware, relapse it´s not just when you expose yourself to sexual material or masturbation. the nature of the addiction is arousal: if you´re arousing yourself (outside a meaningful relationship), no matter what form it takes, you´re relapsing.
Checking-in brave Fellowship! Glad to see you all fighting the good fight. It´s been quite a while since i check with you, so i´m happy to see some old and new Warriors As for me, i´m working diligently in my new goals (sometimes i slip, sometimes it goes allright) but i´m hopeful for the future I still suffer light forms of PAWS from this dreadful addiction, but it´s much better than before. I´m slowly gaining mental and physical strenght. On the porn battle front, no worries, feeling very solid. Have a great week ahead my friends, and a wonderful Easter!! Big hug!!!
Thank you so much for your response, i was eagerly waiting for some meaningful opinion of wise people and here you are.. I really appreciate that you are totally understanding what kind of situation i am going through, but if i have technically relapsed then i will be glad to start a new streak again...because i really dont want to fail this time, constantly learning, always pushing myself into the righteous path only, i must have to control my negative sides to bring out the positive potential of mine, i must have to keep putting continuos efforts towards success, i want to achieve something that is hence without any fails , a pure form of success thats it. Thank you
123 days – Close to Minas Morgul you discover the secret stairs of Cirith Ungol, the hidden passage to Mordor. The stairs are long and steep. With fear and courage you start climbing. Strangely the ring feels heavier now.
Relaspse Girl 'friend' that I was into found someone else and stayed at his house last night for first time She was only an escape from some dismal stuff going on in my life anyway and was part of a wider mid life crisis I was also exhausted last night and had forgotten the danger as the last relapse was around six months ago Pray for me bros that I avoid binging now and that I fall forward Committing to post crash report soon