I always seem to notice a pattern that whenever I decide to quit PMO then all of a sudden I have this desire to go back and I'm thinking where does this come from? I am also experiencing all these fake compromises that lure me back. Temptations are always hard to beat but so far I'm making it. Right now I'm trying so hard to not M but I find that I start touching myself and it's hard to stop. Hope I don't get into another relapse- cuz it sucks! Any advice are more than welcome!