Recently I've been home by myself most of the time due to my mom getting a night shift and having to sleep all day. I've slowly degraded to the point where I am a stupid couch potato who fails school, watches youtube all day, and "fights" the urge to PMO. I mean sits down, does normal stuff on the computer but suddenly pulls my dick out at the slightest provocation and "innocently" sneak peeks at everything suggestive till I eventually fap. I'm 16 now and am old enough to be able to take care of myself. You never stop needing parenting. You just learn to do it yourself. I've constructed a system where I rate how I did my day from 1-9. I made a separate flashcard for each number and made a list of punishments or rewards on each. 1-2, no computer. Cold showers from 1-6, and push-ups up till 7. 8 and 9 I get to eat chocolate, go to bed later and take hot showers. I made a checklist of what I should do each day at each time. Hopefully this will help me get my life back in shape.