Time to quit

Hey everyone,

I'm 29 and sexuality has always been a problem in my life. I've always had a large sex drive and it started becoming a real problem with my girlfriend back when I was 17 or 18. Luckily we worked trough this and that hasn't been a problem since. To help reduce my obsession with sex I gave up PMO for a while but I felt I could handle it and months later I was back at it. It wasn't a problem in my relationship so I thought it wouldn't affect me.
Then corona hit; my work allows me to work remote and I sometimes PMO'd on downtime while working and sometimes became often and often became regularly.
Sometimes between then and now I started edging; I could go for 4-5 days, often multiple hours a day before giving in to that release. A few hours later I would be back at it.
This would sometimes also result in minor erectile dysfunction with my SO but I still continued. Weird thing it's situational; PMO or edging, for me, is a problem while working but when I'm off the need to edge/PMO is gone.

Some weeks ago I stumbled upon a website where I clicked open a few video's before realizing that it contained some stuff I wasn't planning on seeing. I immediately closed all tabs and it has been eating at me since. I feel guilty; the stuff might be illegal in my country(not sure if only watching is) but I don't want this to come out and this has been the last straw in realizing I have a problem.
All the edging sessions since then have empowered my guilt and 23-04 I pulled the trigger and started researching the consequences of edging and porn addiction. That resulted me in watching some videos about how to kick the habit and rewire/reboot my brain.
Tomorrow I'm on my first week without PMO and i'm proud. It hasn't been the huge miss I thought it was going to be; I identified my triggers and find something else to do. For instance; when waiting for a process to finish I get my darts out and throw a few at the board I have in my workspace.
My goal is to kick the habit for at least 3-6 months and continually reëvaluating where im at. I don't know how much i'm going to use this site but it feels good to write it down and make some real commitment for myself.

Any tips are welcome!