Ive had a porn addiction for years now, but recently I’ve been addicted to going to the strip club. I feel like both has had me attached like a baby on a nipple to fill in the void that I have in life. It was like an escape for me, an escape from reality, just because it was convenient. Every time I would watch porn and go to the strip club my life would just fall off track. I even forgot how it feels like to be with a real woman... but you know what? I’m fuckin grateful for it. If it was for porn or going to the strip club I would have never tried going on a new journey pmo free (relapsed on day 4). I would have never though I can last 4 days without watching porn and masturbating. I’m relaunching my journey, I’m tired of being this animalistic person that I am and become a true human being that is into compassion and intimacy with a real woman and not just fantasy! New journey starts now! Whoever is on day 0 and is reading this I would love you to post how your day goes so we could be in this together! Let’s get motivated and reach some where in life! Sex isn’t everything but it is well worth if we wait for the right time instead of trying to force it.
GL mate, nice to read that you want to learn from your mistakes, as opposed to repeat them endlessly (as i've done for years). All the best on your journey man, nofap is truly wonderful and a blessing. At times its crazy hard, but that too is good to train the mind, willpower.
