Time to revert the bad things

hello friends,
This is Jesse Pinkman. I'm an 18-year-old male. Well, that's not my real name though. This is the first time ever I'm trying to express my problem with my porn addiction, that's the reason for using a pseudo name.
Fapping has been my problem since 2015. I totally ruined my life. I feel guilty whenever I happen to do it. I feel sorry for my parents for what they're expecting from me and what I'm doing. Every time I decide to stop this thing, these urges still make me go back to it. My addiction made me lose all the things I loved. It makes me feel less powerful than others. It's making me lose my hair. I've been trying hard to resist, but my longest streak was 11 days till date. To be honest, I fapped even today but I feel the time has come now to open up. I hope this would be of some help to me. I felt it was better to fight the war with the army rather than fighting it myself. This is what brought me here and I hope this we help me get my good old days back.

 

Just wanna stop using my phone, cuz I watch porn mostly using my phone. I'm gonna make myself busy.