Tiny Success Today

Had a tiny little success today and wanted to post it, it'll be in my journal in a moment as well.

I was at Barnes and Noble and was looking over cookbooks and saw this girl on a cover I was immediately attracted to. The great thing was after a moment of the initial "Hey, I like how she looks" my next thoughts weren't about anything sexual. I was actually curious what she was like as a person.

It's not too common I run across a girl that stops me like that in the first place and to know my brain didn't immediately go to "I'm jealous of her" or start fantasizing about porn scenes or anything with her is a win for me.

The second little win was I read a little blurb about her and she was Korean! It lit a little fire in me that learning Korean and knowing I at least used to enjoy it as a hobby is still something I can find enjoyable after I get out of this depression that I'm in.

The fire has died down now but I know it was there even though it was just a fleeting moment and that has rekindled my fire to keep at NoFap.