Tired of fighting this alone

Hi Everybody,

For many years, I've struggled with fapping and porn. I would tell myself that this shit is no good, huge waste of time, etc, but I could never stay away for too long.

As my gf broke up with me a couple days ago, leaving me with some very complicated feelings, I fear that I'll fall even harder for net porn, cam sites, and mindless fapping, plunging me into an inescapable abyss of loneliness and shame. I don't want that!

I've heard of NoFap before and thought, "Oh, that sounds nice. Maybe one day, but until then I can manage on my own." But today that day has come for me to reach out to a community for help, so I can be free of this.

I'm tired of wasting time with porn (since I have many other things that could be dong instead) and for my next relationship, I don't want to fall victim to porn induced sexual dysfunctions.

This disjointed intro sounds like I'm floundering, but it is what it is.

-7PS