A friend invited me out tomorrow. I never considered her dating material although she is pretty enough. I realize I probably have a fear of intimacy after a lot of traumas growing up plus a bunch of failed relationships. I can easily break the ice and flirt with girls up until about the point of kissing. So this friend I am meeting tomorrow. I was considering confessing to her that I struggle with this and ask to kiss her. I have no romantic interest in her but I trust her and I am thinking that it would maybe be a good idea. I just hope that it doesnt backfire and that I lead her on unintentionally. She has been a friend of mine for the last 3 years or so, so I guess it is pretty safe to assume that a kiss wont be a big deal for her.