Urges for porn now replaced by urges for escort

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by therealtalker96, Dec 13, 2019.

  1. therealtalker96

    therealtalker96 Fapstronaut

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    I (22M) have a double whammy here because in the last year and a half my porn addiction escalated into an escort addiction.

    So I'm on 18 days PMO free hardmode...

    After the first week and a half, the urges to see the latest porn disappeared. Now I've got urges to see an escort.

    There's one who I first saw a year ago. Last time I saw her was august. Saw her about 3 times. When I go I fuck her then did degrading femdom shit. Man I felt awful after...and what made it weirder was she was 10 years older than me, it felt strange.

    I have reoccurring urges and daydreams to go see her again. It's interesting how porn addiction escalated. I will continue to resist the urges, but I'm a bit disappointed in my PMO addicted mind that it wants to go BACK to this humiliating experience and get degraded IRL again.
     
  2. clapas

    clapas Fapstronaut

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    That sounds scary. You defo need to do a proper reboot. Take into account that it may need up to 2 years.
     
  3. therealtalker96

    therealtalker96 Fapstronaut

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    2 years??

    What about sex with non escorts ? (Dates, one night stands, etc).
     
  4. redhalon

    redhalon Fapstronaut

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    you need to decied for yourself. I personally will not quit O because I think its a good part of my life.
     
  5. clapas

    clapas Fapstronaut

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    Escorts can be a problem, but I was referring more specifically to the femdom thing with older women and the PMO addiction.
     
  6. therealtalker96

    therealtalker96 Fapstronaut

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    It's not just with older women, but younger ones too.

    Femdom is a huge problem but i can feel its grip loosening.
     
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