Well i screwed up again.

Streak was just 33 days long. I know what triggered me. It took a few days before I relapsed. My wife was a little frisky the other night but had to stop half way due to her hip pain. She told me to go ahead and finish by myself and fell asleep. and i was left with a rock hard dick. I knew better but i edged for about a half hour before i fell asleep. Then i edged the next day then the next day, thinking i can control this....Then i just fucking gave up finised it up last night. Too bad my wife didnt get to see it. I could have shot her in the eye. Anyway.....
I noticed this the last time i ejaculated after a streak. My semen was burning hot. I mean it was really hot and it stung little willy on the way out. Not very enjoyable at all. Im hooked on edging .
Edging. I been doing it my whole life i figure. I suspect i was doing it way before my body could even produce semen. how do you stop touching it all together?