Hello everyone, I'm quite anxious today I've left porn almost 3 years ago already have been doing just fine lately thought maybe I'm recovered but just recently was at a restaurant and there was a guy moving his legs constsntly and aggressively squishing his genitals in a way that seemed like he was masturbating in fact I'm pretty sure he was having pleasure out of it just there sitting in the middle of everyone and then I got a feeling like I liked it and like I was going to have an erection im not sure if it was a feeling of liking it but I was very anxious before even having this feeling because I was anticipating everything I thought "what if you like him doing it?" and that's when I started been anxious to the point of feeling my body cold and then afterwards came the feelings I described already. So what could this mean? I was not attracted to him not even had desire but still felt that way. Could it be that my mind linked it to masturbation and instantly reminded my days of masturbation?? Quite confused..
