I can’t believe I’m writing this, but I finally crossed one of the few boundaries I had. I have been fantasizing over fucking cuck shit and jacking off to it. I’ve been watching porn for most of my adolescence, and I’ve been deeply entrenched in sissy porn for the last two years. After learning about the psychological harm of porn and masturbation, I've cut down on masturbation a lot. Instead of once or twice a day with porn, I do it about once every four days without porn. However, the stuff I think about has become more extreme. I’ve lost interest for the most part in old fetishes, but now I’m getting new, worse ones. I’m honestly just writing this to get it off my chest. If anyone has advise I’d appreciate it.