Who else does this?

More a gift if you can control it. That's assuming we are talking about the same thing.

For example... today I went to a funeral and whilst there is nothing wrong with getting upset at a funeral... I didn't want to. Whilst the speeches were being read I looked at myself through a 3rd person perspective. I was aware of my emotions as they were going on and as a result I held together very well. Now I know it's important to grieve but there is mindful grieving also which can happen when I choose it too.

Back to you. If THIS is the sort of conscious behaviour you have then it's definitely a good thing.

 

I said bored not idle

@Harderthansatan
That mindful thing ... I believe in it too. Its like mind opening.

 

Wow.

 

Ahem [*raises his hand slowly*] yeah, I do this.

I have acute anxiety around other people. I am paranoid about "what the moment me going by people looks like from the other people's eyes". This is because of my hideous appearance (honestly) and partly to do with my fragile mental health. But the first point is not always relevant. For example, when I am driving, I will imagine what my car and me look like.

In my case, it is neither weird nor cool.

 

I sometimes wonder what my future wife is doing right now.. probably watching Netflix with some guy named Stanley lol

 

Yo...that's kinda sad.

 

You don't ever think what yo future husband/baby daddy is doing? Lol I I know I ain't the only one who does this

 

I mean yeah, but I'm not imagining him with some girl named Jessica fool. He watching Netflix alone DEPRESSED because he hasn't found me yet

 

I'm just keeping it a hunnit Jessica is prolly cuddling with yo boo rn sharing some spaghetti and watching Greys anatomy.

 

shut it

 

Hi, I'm Stanley.

 

You got any cleavage gifs? Or maybe buttcracks?

 

fapped

 

"Strangers passing in the street
By chance two separate glances meet
And I am you and what I see is me"

Pink Floyd - Echoes

 

Ground-breaking stuff dude.

 

More than half of this thread is completely off topic.