Why I'm removing my day counter

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Semaphore, Nov 11, 2018.

  1. Semaphore

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    I've been here for over a year now and have really enjoyed being a part of a community of folks who have a common goal - to rid themselves of inappropriate sexual behaviour and in doing so to make a better person of themselves.
    After about 40 years of addiction, this last year has given me a greater realisation of the difficulties associated with that change but I think i've bettered myself in a number of ways and this is in no small part due to this community. So THANK YOU.
    BUT
    I'm not out of the woods yet and my day counter is a constant reminder to me and others of that fact. I still give in too easily and I still haven't the backbone to say "NO" enough times to make me the PMO-free warrior I have set my heart on becoming.
    I don't think it is a motivator to any of us if all I'm doing is resetting the counter all the time. I keep my own records of clean streaks and breaks anyway so its not helpful and i'm deleting it.
    UNTIL
    I can demonstrate that I have completed my first 90 days (current streak best is 27 days).
     
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