I am 20M, addicted to furry and bondage porn (Gay and straight), I am extremely sexually submissive. (at least I think so, I've never actually had sex) I am a total introvert, a shut-in most days, I hate going to bars/clubs, I have severe mood swings sometimes, I am diagnosed with anxiety and ADHD, I'm addicted to adderall even though I'm prescribed, I've never felt any romantic feelings towards anyone, only anxiety when thinking about my obligation to "make a move". The only ideal relationship I can think of would be in a dream or if I abandoned all my friends and family, (which I won't do). Other than that, I am fine with being single, as long as I have friends to talk to, with no desire to get into a normal relationship. The biggest issue is that I am left forever hiding a part of me, (and a passionate part, for that matter) which does hurt many aspects of my confidence. So that's me and my baggage, do I have any kind of chance of being sexually confident, or just confident in general? Or if I quit porn forever, would my sexuality ever normalize to something more realistic, or am I stuck with these toxic fetishes for the rest of my life? (I kind of already know the answer to that one, since I've been watching nothing but taboo porn since I started at 13 y.o.) I have no one to talk to about this, so now I'm here. God, I need therapy.