It's kind of awkward. Yesterday I meditated before bed time so I could fall asleep easily (usually my urges comes at night, before sleep). I woke up 1 or 2 hours later, right hand on my D, edging like a zombie (I wasn't fully conscious) but after a few seconds I stopped, I didn't relapse. Man, I'm at a point where I'm M while sleeping, it's terrifying, I feel like I have no self-control. Do you all have some tips for me, to master my unconscious ? During the day, I get few urges and I beat them easily (push-ups, meditation, walks, cold shower) but the night is my enemy, I don't want to relapse again, I put too much effort to get where I'm at.