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Yes, I Will K.O. fap out of my life #Thejourneybegins...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Eshaan, Dec 5, 2015.

  1. Dec 5, 2015 #1
    Eshaan

    Eshaan Fapstronaut

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    THE MOMENT-

    I am starting my journey to nofap on HARDMODE.
    IT is the 99999th time I am gonna start this.
    But THIS time is is something completely different because I am not feeling alone on this journey for THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!!

    I realise that this is the moment when I am gonna change my life.FROM WHAT?
    LET ME TELL YOU MY CURRENT STATE-

    1- OVERWEIGHT

    2- MAN BOOBS ( I can't wear my favourite t-shirts)

    3- NO MOTIVATION

    4- FOGGY BRAIN

    5- LACK OF CONCENTERATION

    6- OBJECTIFYING WOMEN

    7- LACK OF CONFIDENCE

    It isn't to tell you about the things that fap does to us.
    It is for the day when I will be a better person and I will compare my future state with this so as to know how much I have changed.

    The THING IS NOT HOW I GONNA DO IT,

    IT'S ABOUT " YES,I WILL DO IT FOR A BETTER PERSON OF MYSELF"

    I do not need motivation but help from my brothers around here whenever I need it.

    I DONT KNOW HOW I WILL MAKE IT,WHEN WILL I MAKE IT OR WILL I MAKE IT??

    I just know I am gonna do it like a man ( not like a zombie on bed )

    I never wrote that this is the day,II CALL IT A MOMENT BECAUSE MY FRIENDS LIFE DOES NOT CHANGES IN DAYS,IT CHANGES "AT THAT MOMENT WHEN YOU PROMISE YOURSELF,YES,I CAN CHANGE IT"

    Here I am and my journey begins now..........
    -€$HAAN
    ---------------- DAY 1----------------------
     
    Eshaan, Dec 5, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 5, 2015
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  2. Dec 5, 2015 #2
    seba5116

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    You have my full support, but remember do it for you :) im on day mid 20 ish and i'm getting stuff done and getting outside alot more.
     
    seba5116, Dec 5, 2015
    seba5116, Dec 5, 2015
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  3. Dec 6, 2015 #3
    Eshaan

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    Thanks @seba5116, your support will really help me a lot.
     
    Eshaan, Dec 6, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 6, 2015
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  4. Dec 6, 2015 #4
    Eshaan

    Eshaan Fapstronaut

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    Day 1

    Feeling easy......not any urges.just enjoying and looking forward to K.O fap
     
    Eshaan, Dec 6, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 6, 2015
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  5. Dec 6, 2015 #5
    seba5116

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    GO GET IT BOOI
     
    seba5116, Dec 6, 2015
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  6. Dec 7, 2015 #6
    Eshaan

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    Day 2

    Not any urges or wet dreams.feeling excellent with so much support otherwise these starting days were always my nightmare. It feels so easy now.thanks Alexander, thanks to NoFap team and all the loving members:)
     
    Eshaan, Dec 7, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 7, 2015
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  7. Dec 7, 2015 #7
    Eshaan

    Eshaan Fapstronaut

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    Please somebody also tell me about signature (I mean it's purpose)
     
    Eshaan, Dec 7, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 7, 2015
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  8. Dec 7, 2015 #8
    lonely_pilgrim

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    Carry on mate, we all here are trying to get our peace, strength and courage back. One day at the time.
     
    lonely_pilgrim, Dec 7, 2015
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  9. Dec 7, 2015 #9
    Eshaan

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    Thanks brother @ lonely pilgrim
     
    Eshaan, Dec 7, 2015
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  10. Dec 8, 2015 #10
    Eshaan

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    Day 3

    Having too many urges....
    Feeling energetic....avoiding cold showers as it is already winter season now....
    But I think my willpower will surely overpower the urges..( I promise I won't relapse or even resolve to edging)
     
    Eshaan, Dec 8, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 8, 2015
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  11. Dec 8, 2015 #11
    taurean-rebirth

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    The difficulty is about to begin my friend. Right now, your mind will trick you in doing the closest possible thing to getting you aroused - it could be something as silly as watching a hot pop song on TV or youtube, or watching educational documentaries on prostitution, breast cancer, childbirth,breastfeed etc... Basically the mind will try to immerse you in situations where you might find mild or deadly triggers in the guise of education, pop culture, art, and all that jazz.. Im sure this has been said a million times, but there is no way we can overemphasize on these things. ..

    The best way to react to these things is simple - don't watch or engage in anything that you KNOW that may have links and triggers.. YOU KNOW IT BEFORE THERE IS GOING TO BE A TRIGGER .. If you think you don't, you are cheating yourself.. Since we are coming out of a deadly addiction, we must handle our first baby steps with extreme caution and utmost care... therefore make sure you are not going to do anything that could lead to another step closer to arousing you.. cut off all sexual thoughts.. i am not talking about only hot sexual images, even gentle softcore thoughts [:)] should be avoided.. Never touch your willy.. neither playfully, nor edging... Just don't build the slightest sexual tension within you...

    If we all did this, we could get over the first few days, and then continue this process for the rest of the reboot period until we are in complete control of ourselves...
     
    taurean-rebirth, Dec 8, 2015
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  12. Dec 8, 2015 #12
    Eshaan

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    I wish I could have read that post 5 mind earlier.I just relapsed and I am feeling guilty.
     
    Eshaan, Dec 8, 2015
    Eshaan, Dec 8, 2015
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