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Making a new start

Getting more creative! No PMO today!

Day 0 of commander 30..

12th day without P, 9th day without P-subs and 9th day without MO

time travellers are afraid they can change the present, but we are not afraid enough that we change the future every day.

4x*

18,5 hours sober PMO wise.

14 days not O’ing to Porn, I’ve edged to it twice in that time, but I’m calling it progress.

I have a headache. I am scared but doing well.

3x*

Day 42, one word to explain what I'm experiencing now, NEUROTICISM. I might make a thread and explain my current situation today.

Yesterday I survived a very hard urge, I was in a situation that almost always end up by a relapse, but I went out, it felt better.

2x*

P has made me believe for years that I crave sex, but I realized last night that deep down, I just crave human contact and intimacy

eh day 0

Alive

So guilty i relapsed today ( my 19 th day)

45 days, 50% of 90 days!

Neuroticism maxxing atm, it will pass, suffering is good for the soul.

Caught a bit of a cold so I am having a lie-in. Very sore head.