Went for an evening walk, wasn't going to make any excuses. Woke up a bit late but I did it anyway. Legs are sore but I feel good.
Still several mountains to climb before I reach a point of satisfaction. Important thing is, I am genuinely trying.
Nofap day 190/365. Hardmode Day 128/365. Almost 7 months in. Under all this medication, I don’t notice any real changes. Really gutted.
Is that the typical Scottish family? I always thought the British would look down on the Irish for their “primitive” manners.
I’m sorry to hear about your family. Sounds like an open asylum to me. I have a father who thinks he’s a woman. I’m coming to terms with it slowly.
For most working-class people here, yes. I'm one of the luckier ones. Condolences for your father, hopefully he gains some sense.
Just invited to Real Madrid vs Barcelona on AUG 3rd at MetLife Stadium in New Jersey. I understand this is a good soccer game?
First time ever for a date to be a sporting event! Apparently very good box seats. I am not a sports person but will be interesting I guess.
Nofap day 190/365. Hardmode Day 128/365. Saw the psychiatrist today. Not much progress but he wants me to continue on the meds!
Day 2. Had some thoughts but put them aside. Did some stuff to keep me occupied as to not think about anything sexual. One step closer.
Hi Talz! Sounds great with your "man group"! Is it something recovery-related? A group of old friends? I also read about your beetle encounter with interest :D To me, such things bring me joy. Even when I see a jumping spider running over my laminate floor. Have a good day!
Had to reverse engineer my bloody laptop to delete the Microsoft Store. That's the lengths I have to go.
Tbh it didn't feel too bad, I just snuggled in bed and took a lay down for a bit. The regrets do kick in tho. I knew it was inevitable given the stress and burnout so it was more of a matter of when. Edging is very dangerous, it's Pavlonian where you get teased with a treat so much that you crave it even more.
Morning wood is fine imo, you learn to control it and use the energy that comes from it for more important things throughout the day. Edging is self-inflicted psychological torture.
