Day 1. Been relatively busy, so preoccupied with other things. The urge is to look at a woman with lust which is something I had to swallow couple of times... tough work.
Day 9 is here. Staying busy and working on productive ways to fill my life have helped me the most so far
Day 2...My brain is raging with anger over this shit. Fuck what I've done to myself. @2525, We will win.
11/14 Day10: Forgot to update. Was Holiday for me. But managed to keep busy the whole day and tire myself out. I realised I didn't even think about it yesterday. So yay me! Day 11: It's gonna be a long day. But have plans tonight. So hopefully will be too shit faced to do anything when I come back home tonight...
Day 13/14 but the battle is still long, I still feel strong urges to M don't feel the need to watch P, though. I'm really fed up with that shit, also it got boring in the last period I was watching it