Day 10 done. I thought I would perceive this as a milestone, but instead I have my eyes looking ahead at 20.
so yeah... today i had a close call... I'm thinking about sex all day long, feel hot and everything, but my dick is still dead... almost like i set myself with a program that my dick will only reactivated after 90 days or something... but anyway, some point, i decided that i should go to asian massage place, so i changed the cloth... after i changed, i thought, hmmm so what afterwards, i prob gonna go back to old habits, and next time around i will struggle with the same decision... i don't want to do it.and keep suffering... so i kept myself from leaving the house... i am in fact, still fighting the urge, BUT one thing i notice that, before i started PMO, i feel like I'm hanging on a string by my hand, so when I'm fighting my urge, is like trying to come up the string, only by my hand, as you can imagine, its easier to give up then to hold on... now, as I'm in day 60 or something, i feel like, I'm standing on the string, its just the matter of which side i want to lean, i feel sense of control to myself... i feel great full and thankful. i deeply appreciate the support and help from the forum... and really hope i would be sexually normal again after some time off from PMO
Brother Which one , 1.Temporary happiness(<5mins) 2. Permananent Happiness with pain(makes your life meaningful) your soul loves and needs now? You are not alone in this battle bro, we all of us with you and pray for you... We're born to rule Not being ruled by porn Keep ahead