When do the urges stop man I hit de 40 today do they win do they chill out I'll try to go to 120 man I hope I can make it give me got any clues or tips
I feel like I got super powers sometimes and then I feel like hammer time you know I mean? I don't know what the heck's going on, is this the Flatline thing they talked about? Help.....
0. Just had a good week and then ruined it on a cam2cam site...I feel vile and sick...But the drive to cleanse myself of this horrible addiction still resides deeply in my heart. I must use the upcoming summer to recover. I will go 90 days, and my greatest attempt begins right now!
Day 3. Today I felt like giving in to PMO once. It didn't last too long but I think I know why it happened. Yesterday and the day before I didn't meditate. I have to remember how important discipline is in order to defeat those urges, because I know if they get out of hand, I might give in and I really don't want to do that. In the future I will try to be more disciplined.
Cannot like this enough. Dont back down any time. The cost is greater than the hurt you get from your bleeds. It will heal but no money can buy you yesterday
Be careful. First 3 weeks are critical times. The vicious cycle is strong in this period. Hold tight!
Checking in day 5 Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector
Day 36 of 90. Decided to focus on that which I can control and change and try to get less hung up on what other people, my SO included, are doing. So more gym and healthy eating and less alcohol for me. Also less worrying about who my SO might be talking with or how she goes about her recovery... All good things in time...
