Day 104/365 I had one really happy thing on my birthday (3 days ago), and I remembered the emotion I've forgotten for a while. This'll be an incentive to keep my habits and make it more wonderful; I was very fortunate. I'm very touched.
Day 14 & 15 - Allowing God to define our life's foundation makes us live wisely in this unstable world.
Day 5 and in a clear zone with not much trouble, looking forward to the challenge when it starts to get really confusing.
167 days. Yesterday was probably the most difficult and dangerous day since I started my streak. I got to know a pretty hot girl through one of the students I tutor (his sister), she always joins for there tutoring class, so she can help her brother afterwards when I'm gone. 2 days ago when I was leaving she joined asked to join me for a walk, that ended up to be 2 hours long. She obivously likes me a lot, suggesting we hang out more, making me tons of compliments and other stuff. That really ended up messing with my brain chemistry big times, in the evening I started touching myself, but miracelously managed to regain control before it lead to PMO, through reminding me what my goals are, and why failure is not an option. I am not interested in a relationship with this girl, I am religious and want to be with a person that shares my believes. At this point in my life I really want to learn to control myself, because I believe that self control is the foundation for greatness. I am very glad I avoided a relapse and have a plan for avoiding similar situations in the future. Wish me luck, lets not give up and keep going.