Day 24/ i woke up at 4 AM Read Rumi Did some exercise at 4:30 then i took a cold shower actually iv'e been taking cold shower since last year i like it,but some times it is really very cold since then my energy have boosted,i think well,today i had porn flash back ,more than three times, i handled them , after any fantasy or flash back my body is starting to release hormone, i feel it,it makes me a bit ,i don't know how to say it,.. i'm not gay but the sexuall relationships that i had with some boys when i was a teenager came into my mind ,i was top ,and i had more than four or five sexual relationship at that time,i didn't want them to do with but they wanted ,maybe because i was some what good looking, except one or two that i think the reason is my brain had changed and it was regarding the bad things normal, i know it is wrong and it was wrong but the environment where i lived wasn't a good place. wrong place, here it is ,some bad consequences. the most important thing is to persueing our desired goals or the quality that we are wanna reach because this body is changing now i reach to the point that i think god created women to do stuff with ,and it is wise to do deliberately not just for pleasing yourself. and that is the way that body learns to act base on long term goal and become long term-oriented. however,i feel i have more control over my breath as days go by ,it is a very important element of growing ,since if you have or gain a mastery over your breath you also can have a control over your thoughts, i feel l have became more deep ,and i am capable of paying attention to the things that i notice when i was 15 or so.
Day 2 completed ... I don't know how thoughts over take over me ... Somehow I have to work for something and my thoughts always take over me ... Need to get to the productive side ...
Day 142/365 Well, I didn't write on this thread consciously, because of I was tired of the internet and I'm still alive. I'm trying to create new habit these days, it's a kind of fun; the Waking Up at 5 AM Challenge is 3/90 days today. Stay strong guys!
Good morning day 90 of 90 Day Challenge complete headed toward 120 180 275 and 365 feeling really good woke up with a boner it's pointed toward the coffee machine end of story does anyone here have a tendency to want to completely clean shave themselves is this a consequence of being really comfortable with yourself? Has anyone else here experienced.
Your presence was missed, but I figured you were taking a vacation and that things are doing fine. Hopefully Nofap is pretty much on automatic mode for you now.
Living Godly Lives in a Pagan Society 11Dear friends, I urge you, as foreigners and exiles, to abstain from sinful desires, which wage war against your soul. 12Live such good lives among the pagans that, though they accuse you of doing wrong, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day he visits booyah
Day 1 completed. Had no urges.Was quite busy with my college stuff so this day went pretty well. Day 2 begins....
Well guys, i have completed all the challenges from 2525 consecutively and now im up for the 365 day challenge. I just come off a 25 day nofap forum break and i will likely take more breaks in the future, but i will try and come back to this challenge and post my progress when i can. So here we go, starting from where i left off. 96/365
Day 3 ... It's amusing how evil can sit in our mind still unseen and strike just at appropriate moment ...