[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 2/30.

 

21/30

 

Day 12/30. Very difficult night, but I survived!

 

Day 10/30

I'm gonna do this! Can I just do this challenge twice? Or do I carryover to the 60 day challenge?

 

I don't think you can carry over . The rules state you must start from 0 .

 

Rules also state you have to leave once you finish. You could do the 60 day challenge immediately following (without P or M in between), and those combined would give you a standard 90 day reboot, if you don't cheat!

 

day 29. feeling kinda weird and off today. Yin and Yang. Staying with the main focus always helps

 

Lost counts of days, but still going

 

Day 27/30

 

Today is 65 days start

 

Day 2 almost done. Last night I masturbated but without porn, so it took a while longer to finish bit the connection with my body felt good... didn't think I would need to the firat night, but been doing it 2 to 3 times a day for the last 2 weeks... it still makes a difference

 

10/30.. Yeaah! I hit the double digits!.. Still just the beginnin of the journey, but a decent milestone for me as it's the longest I been without PMO since maybe last year.. I'm feelin pretty decent today, no urges to fight off at all, and I'm feelin pretty energetic.. 4 more days til I reach 2 weeks.. That would be the first time and years.. Then a month which would be the first time in forever.. I've never been a month without PMO in all my 12 years of gettin caught in the trap.. I'm stayin strong NF!

 

Oh okay I'll do that then. Thanks my brethren!

 

Day 2/30.

 

0/30 relapsed last night

 

Day 3: passed!

Today was a real test for me.
I logged in to an old pinterest account since I needed some pictures for a research thing, and I was welcomed by dozens of pictures of gorgeous women in cycling outfits.
It was horrifying. I was even CONSIDERING masturbating at that moment.
But I somehow managed to keep it together.
I had to remove each and every suggestive picture of my recommended pinterest feed, which forced me to look at every picture aswell.

Anyway, proud I got through today.
Sidenote: my balls are feeling like they're gonna explode. Hope I'm releaved of that uncomfortable feeling tomorrow.

 

Day 0

 

1/30
done.
i never knew how strong my urges were until i quit giving into them

 

Day 1/30 even though its already been 2 days i will start at day 1. Day 1 - thought of masturbating but srugged it off

 

Day one I know I can do it