Thank you my friend, I used to eat a lot ,in a scale that after eating my body didn't feel balanced, I decided to give my body a chance to reach the point that my stomach size return to its normal size. And extra thing get out of my body or I could get rid of unbalanced that I've been facing, Believe me, I feel good and normal now. Thanks for your suggestion my brother.
Day 9 I am in a mountain now, I managed to catch the sun before it's rise. I woke up early this morning. It helps to recharge one for a week . Nature is awesome. I made tea here. Was a Great tea. Benefit 6:As I am staying away from Pmo and Fmo,I can think and decide quickly and deeply with high efficiency and accuracy like when I was a kid.
Great , yesterday by watching a movie, I found that every great man and leader had a lot of big mistakes and slip and failure in their lives that they decided to learn from them and stand again.
Thanks man. If I'll be properly free from this addiction in 1 year - that would be biggest gift I could give to myself. For now it seems that perseverance is key. There will be brighter days. Thanks to you as well. I'm actually still at university - but its going really well. I have a vision for the future and I'm working towards achieving my goals. Thanks! I'm trying very much to stay motivated. I started abstaining over 8 months ago (if you dont count relapses), this has been the longest attempt to properly cure my addiction in my life, and that a lone gives me some sense of relief - I really mean it. I know that the life we can have if we don't give up and fight this fight until we win is so much better than the one we can lead if we give up. That's what keeps me going. Stay strong as well and the harves will come.
Day 27- No urges to speak of yesterday. However, I am beginning to notice a dangerous trend. I am beginning to spend more than the usual time watching YouTube. The videos I watch are about 'blue pill awakening' or 'waking up from the Matrix' type of stuff and they are quite disturbing. I feel like I have been cheated all my life. At least, I am waking up from the 'porn Matrix'. Day 23- If I walk away from PMO, I will be able to become a mentor to others who are also struggling to overcome PMO addictions.
yeah I love the quote too. It made me think critically on what I usually do when I am alone. I don't know whether the dog in the picture is a husky or a malamute though
Completed 50 days today. Controlled the temptations to watch porn... For the first time in last 5 years, I made a change in myself that seemed impossible. I made a decision that whatever happens, I will never watch porn. I made a decision that whatever it takes, I am not going to masturbate for a screen. I made a decision that I will not waste a single second of my life on PMO. It's the decision that shaped my life. Virat Kohli is my role model. He is a super hard working cricketer who was brought up in a middle-class family. But worked very hard and hustled every goddamn day... Now he is the best cricketer in the world. Whenever I look at him, it gives me inspiration to work harder to achieve success. He has helped me a lot in my nofap journey.
