Thanks for the honesty.It sounds like you are truly making a lot of progress and that's important.so get back up and try and make your streak just a little longer this time! Thanks for being honest.
Well everyone.I relapsed yet again and I am ashamed of that.I let myself "peek" and a few P-subs and that led me straight to full on relapse.The worst part about it is that I got up and walked away from the P and I calmed down,the physical urges left me and I thought about coming here and admitting to everyone on the challenge as well as my AP that I relapsed and yet I still made the decision to do it.and on only day 4 of my 5 day goal. On the flip side it has been a very long time since I got to day 4 so that is a accomplishment and now I must get back up and hold the line.
Check in. Since I had to reset on Saturday I have to fight strong urges to masturbate again. This is the hardest part of our challenge, but it's also the first challenge I'm taking part that handles this issue. I have a partner, @Mr.Chips, whom I don't want to let down...
Good morning. Yesterday night was the first time I dreamt about porn, it was a weird experience.. (I don't think that I ejaculated though)
You are amazing Tiba! thanks for your support and couraging this comment made me motivated and sad at the same time, but I promise you that I will do my best to reach that day that makes me and you proud of what we have done!
That is a progress, and natural, and even if you ejaculated, it is not a relapse, I believe it is healthy.
Yes, I know. But it's starting to get really hard though -.- I'm currently at my highest streak since 16/03/18 (when I relapsed on day 47) and man, I want to cum really bad
Don't do it man, you're mKing awesome progress, you don't want to start from scratch. Hang in there and fight it!