[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

i hear you!! it happens. it´s very bad when you´re in a in a streak (which is hard enough) and plus received bad news from the world. i remember one time i was in a shitty withdrawal day and got a traffic ticket from the police. man, i was so sad i almost cried in front of the cops.

this is real life bro, you´re doing great. and facing the hardships of life just makes you more mature, more human. plus if we think on it, everybody is fighting their battles. we just don´t know people enough.

 

awesome. keep up

 

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i love being here. this 15/20 minutes of my day makes me so happy. it´s great to share the struggle.

let´s go brothers!!! ONWARDS!!!!!!!!!

 

11\90

 

Day 19

 

Day 12. I am fighting with this stupid urges right now. It will be a hard day for me

 

5/90. Slowing but surely beating this day by day.

Fill your time with other things and this becomes easy. Just watch out for those little moments of weakness

 

Relapsed :/ This was my best streak 83 days. I would'n Dream it before knowing this site. I am grateful to Find this place.
I don't want to talk about relapse too much. What's done is done. Having Litle brainfog now, but this is not a defeat. And I know it'll be gone soon. Moving on. Hell with Facebook, and Mobile internet. Just, I don't wanna have flatline too long time.

0/90

 

U r right.I feel a huge void.That video was great wake up call for me.

 

Yesterday was tough for for P, but mostly struggle free for M

Regardless, another day of moving in the direction of freedom .

59 complete

 

Day 9/90

 

11/90...just today, one breath at a time

 

GLGL!

 

Checkin' in; day 13. Need some opinions if somebody is reading this please.

Had a wet dream today. The worst part was that it was a lucid dream, so my wet dream might be considered masturbation, cos I intentionally induced it by starting to have sex during wet dream. Masturbation is defined as stimulating one's genitals for pleasure, which did happen, just not with my hands but through my mind only. But also it was sex in a dream and not MO in a dream, so technically it was sex. But then again dream is MO cos I am having sex with myself in my head.

I'm confused. Does intentionally induced wet dream via having sex during lucid dream is considered masturbation? I did not touch myself once I woke up, in fact I tried to stop it by flexing PC, didn't work tho. I know that generally wet dreams are not considered relapse in this community because they are out of one's control. The thing though is that it was lucid dream. I am not sure how much control I had, maybe not 100%, but I did had a lot, due to me being lucid during a dream. So that's what I am thinking of. If it would be just a normal wet dream I would not be worried.

Anyhow, still day 13 without masturbating to porn or watching porn, so challenge continues in some form at least...

 

Guys 8/90 relapsed. Guys I need suggestion from who were able to get back up immediately for another streak after a relapse. I want to train my mind to get back up with every relapse.

 

My understanding is that even Buddhist monks (and I dont know of any difference on it being lucid, so I don’t think it matters) don’t break their celibacy by having wet dreams. My sense is that there’s some element of intention and awareness missing even in lucid dreams, but I’ve had very few, I can only remember one from childhood actually...so, perhaps give yourself a break with the intention of seeing if you can restrain yourself the next time you have a sexual lucid dream...just my thoughts, good luck and keep going!!!

 

Get on this website as much as possible, post on reset and relapse forum...and I think the main thing is just be ready to sort of detox for two or three days, stay strong, get past one urge, one image at a time, you got this @Srisurya!

 

Good luck and I hear you @Monathilda! I relapsed recently after 72 days I think it was. Move on, let go of the past, one day at a time

 

Idk which day, but I'm alright

 

Thank you for the encouragement my brother...