Day 5/90 done successfully. Today no much urges. Morningwoods noticed. See you tomorrow guys. Cheers.
Day 23. Had a dream today where I watched porn. It was about to turn into a wet dream but when I was close I did woke up. Then I change my sleeping position and kegel real hard and it stopped it for the most part.
been there bro. my major problem is overconfidence, when i´m in a streak i start getting very powerful signs that "this is it", "the hard part is done, now it´s automatic". then i start easing my aproach and bam, the lurking addiction kicks in and i relapse . if your mind starts saying "it´s done", "take it easy", don´t believe it!!! it´s the fucking addictive mind! after a good streak the addiction may be numb but it´s not dead!!! keep focus, keep sharp!!!
Thank you, but there is another story to it: The 6 days were no real six days as I watched some porn three days ago without fapping etc. but just kept it to myself and went on in believe to hang the three days on at the end of the three months. So I believe, this started the whole process to eventually give up today by binging. Man, I fell even worse than the last time, really wondering if I can immediately start the challenge again. But I think, I NEED to. Staying with you guys
Completed day 3 and 4 and now I’m on day 5.... my balls are sore as hell and I feel pitiful... I just slept for twelve hours for some reason and I hardly have the energy necessary to get out of bed... wtf.
Day 90: I cannot believe it....this is a dream come true!!! I need to make lot of progress... I am not sure if my brain is rebooted or not but I have to push through! Godspeed everyone! You can do it.....One day a time! Identify your triggers and stay away from them!!!
I relapsed unfortunately. The high of the 6th day was amazing though and I am absolutely determined to make it far beyond it. I am back at it, Day 3 so far. I just need to pee more. The more I need to pee the more the urge comes back.
