Day 0 for me, recovering from recent relapse, also feeling tired but wanting to get energy from staying without pmo! Let’s do this!!!!!
Day 16. My libido has been on and off lately. Its high on alert now but controlling the urges hasn't been an issue. Onto the next...
Day 19, 11 days more Yesterday I almost relapsed. It was very close. I could manage to avoid PMO again by going to sleep. It worked. Trying hard to stop fantasies is the hard thing to do. This time it is no surrender mode. Adhitthana
love your signature, I feel identified with it, though the hard choices I am making are very hard sometimes.
I am back. Day 1. I spoke to friends, that they have my macbook, which is the only thing that is not safe, where I can watch Porn. Deleted Whatsapp, so I can concentrate ob more important things. Now I cleary almost cut completly the possibility to watch porn, you guys said that I need the right setting in my head, so that I hate Porn and don’t want to watch it. You are right, but I don’t got time right now to learn again and convince myself that Porn is harmful. One Step after an other. First I made it as difficult as possible to get in touch with porn. Once I had a streak of two months, because I was so angry, that I relapsed through my iPhone 5s, that I took a hammer and slashed it. No possibility for porn. Now I am looking forward. Good luck to you guys. I want to achieve what you are doing so great each day.
I can understand you. Thats why I restricted my divices and make sure that its hard to watch porn, keep going
What helped me also to get a long strike, please take this advise although I am not so far as you right now, regular sleep and good breakfast, cause it will help the body, and you give your brain early the nutrition /energie to maintain a stronger willpower. Omega 3 can help with libido, instant of high libido your body temperature is going up.
day 8, really starting to feel like I'm on the cusp of recovery. Haven't watched porn in almost 6 months, and haven't masturbated to anything sexual in over 2 months. Starting to redefine my beliefs and values. Feel great bro.
Absolutely, my shit is restricted, except for bing image searches.... Womp womp. I can can set it to strict... but I can also set off. My buddy has my password for everything else but that’s something that doesn’t effect the parental ware apparently. It’s only images and gifs, but i’ll Bounce around for like 30 min just edging. Thankfully, for the most part, i’ve Trained to talk myself out doing it or stopping. Unfortunately often times though I talk myself into it Later on if not 5 min later. It sucks being compulsive, but bitching about doesn’t make it go away. Day 1 done