Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Porn fapping the day after makes me fucking depressed

 

Today I have a boner and wanna fap. But I resist as lately I try to only fap once a week. But IT makes me depressed fapping to porn, maybe I should quit altogether.

 

But why? What have You done? Fapping won't give You HIV. And WE all Here are fappers cause WE dont get any women.

 

It was a joke!

 

one big fght !

 

Good, cause WE dont get women Here. Not very funny topic.

Damit! I feel so sad and confused. At the Moment when I fap porn feels good. But in the Long Term IT gives me suffering. Its difficult! I get horny and then I fap. But the days afterwards I feel Bad, guilty, headache, Strange, sad... Etc. - What should one do with a Boner in His pants?

 

Today, I am taking care of my health physically, mentally, and spiritually.

 

I will not pmo today because I had work now all I want to do is sleep

 

Ignore, it is looking at you, wants your attention. Cold shower

 

When I gave in, I noticed that I lost a lot of benefits! One is that I need less sleep, and now I need a lot again! And now my motivation is, that I want my powers back!

 

One time I Held through for two weeks without pmo, then I started to giggle like a Girl in conversations.
Yesterday morning I fapped. And now my head hurts, I feel guilty, bad, I hate the narrative of porn movies, the dialogue… why do I even watch this? Oh man. But thank you! It's problematic. It's like a lake that is getting bigger until it Floods the Environment around it. Porn makes me sad, confused, depressed, lazy. I do better without porn, but it's damn hard to hold through without... and I can't fap without porn. One cannot hope to Always have a Woman if he is Ready. What should we do?

I feel more holy, if I resist altogether and don't fap or watch porn… I cannot fap without porn. I think I should quit this shit, and just Train, study, use my time productively… but watching TV series also makes me feel bad… so it's the media, we should make good use of the rest of the day.

 

I hate Cold shower… but I should do it like Kneipp... a lil bit Cold water to feel healthy after shower.

 

I know that guilty feeling, i did not watch porn 3 days, but i did Mo. And I feel very guilty and bad in my heart. I regret my mistakes and don’t want to repeat them! The longer you hold out the more you work on yourself and change, the better you feel. I am sorry for what you are going threw, I know how you feel. That feeling sucks!

 

Porn with mo gives me headaches. IT makes me feel guilty. Its even hard to limit myself to once a week. And I cant Go Longer than two Weeks without... I am Not Sure how to solve IT. Fap when There is time and Work if There is No time? I dont know.

Pmo confuses my Mind!

I should confess my sins to a priest

 

Every time doing IT its the Same Bad Feeling afterwards. So IT really is Short time pleasure, Long Term regret and ultra Long Time suffering.

But where should people Put their sexual Drive?

 

Maybe fapping to porn or fapping in General Just isn't for me. Like psychotherapy or Going to a Club it bring's me No Fun and No real Joy. So I quit fapping altogether... Lets Hope so.

 

A poem about my journey

At least I never took Advantage of a Girl, and that is the good in PMO!
I never got a sexual disease, and that is what is the good About PMO.
I saw the hottest asses fucked, and I loved fapping around.
But now I have grown up.
Also not watching too many Horror movies any more.
If I would have fapped and watched porn less, my University studies would have been better.
But PMO has brought me bodily Health back then.
Now I don't know what to do - fap, not masturbate, that is here the Question
I said this like Hamlet: To be or not to be, that is here the Question.
And me: I am lost in Translation. Do I wanna fap, do I not?
I want a Woman that is Right for me
One day, one day I will get her.
The world is over-populated
There is so much war and struggle, there is hunger and pain
The Climate is changing.
Of Course: There are worse Things than porn and Masturbation while orgasming
It's just love - but the actors are dumb, the actresses are drugged…
The Storys are senseless and the Scenes are written/directed from some erotic Psychopath.
It's like a bad TV series, and we wouldn't watch that either - so why do we watch that?
The answer lies in: fap, fap, fap.
The fapping Philosophy is true in wisdom.
My dick won't give up, just because I: Like to fap like a real Gentleman
Never haven taken Advantage of any single Woman.
So thank you: Fap, fap fap, for helping me being true to myself
And porn showing me the way to become a great modern day philosopher

 

Today I am making necessary sacrifices in order to heal

 

No, i am a fantastic human person the same like you.

Today i did my first jogging after two years, and if felt great.

 

Very good.
What is a badge then?
Fuck! porn makes me feel Bad. I watched IT two days ago i dont know why I feel sad. Or does it have other reasons? I gold a Woman what i watched and now I dont hear from her.