Day 6/90. Good luck everyone. Keep going. This will amount to something, even if you sometimes don't see it
48/5400 Freind of mom hugged me tightly assuming that i became a man & she didn't see me long time before. That WAS REALLY TRIGGERING CUZ SHE IS REALLY MY TYPE ".... " abbreviation that i don"t like to use cuz i totally replaced my vision towards females. Soon i hold brakes, killed my mammalian primitive mind, booster dose of my RATIONAL mind control. I give her a smile "big one" & thanked her politely for her feelings. Thanx my libido still here Thanx i still mastering my mind Hope not to relapse cuz of that....
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1b8H98pKbRsiU8fdqY1R94G_wGCe5g_Z-UrQ764CHloA/edit#gid=0 primo giorno 1/90
9/90..Had an interesting dream last night and that made things difficult today, but so far one tenth of the journey is completed