I've tried to quit porn for the last 2 yrs but to no avail. From motivational videos, researching porn, to watching endless videos on youtube on how to beat porn and succeed in NoFap, nothing seems to work. After almost 5yrs, I still haven't completed a 1-month streak. My personal best is 25 days which happened last year. I'm not going to give up but sometimes even after making commitments and goals, I ask myself this question. I know there is light at the end of the tunnel but at the times when there are feelings of extreme loneliness and sadness that light is not visible. I hope you guys are doing well on your NoFap journey.
U know what? Get a girlfriend. Literally get one . While u do that think of every single trigger that makes u feel that urge to jerk off. Learn from your mistakes and make sure those are forbidden in every way. Start picking up girls in the street no joke. U have to approach that’s best thing i can think of for loneliness. Triggers triggers get rid of them Asap
the satanic hive mind wants you to die. it is a very very difficult thing to resist. the honey bee stings an intruder and gives it's life, the honey bee dies after losing it's stinger this is what is happening, the satanic hive mind has no use for you and thus you are compelled to self destruct, that the hive mind organism may form in accodance with the will of these demon stem cells. now just being aware of what a scummy putrid stinky thing this is, makes you not identified as 'self' and thus you must do what you can to conform as self, wear the trendy glasses, wear the trendy clothes, drive the trendy cars. i could cure you but who's to say after I cured you first thing you would do is satan would turn you. use your power. i would have to have absolute proof of your will and intentions of habit, the strenght of your will to do good in the face of overwhelming evil
Getting a girlfriend seems such a pain as I'm accustomed to getting 9's or 10's who are just one click away to jerk off to. Seriously real girls don't seem attractive enough compared to pornstars. But I'll try to get over this mindset.
Getting a girlfriend while still heavily addicted to porn is both stupid and selfish. It's never going to work out and your going to waste that girls time. Get clean first. Start with the basics, I'm strapped for time today so can't give a detailed response right now but check some of the other threads in the section, a lot of your questions will get answered.
This won't help. A girlfriend doesn't solve problems. You need to solve your problems, and be a great man, so that you can share your life with a girl who is also great. As @LeeUK says, depending on a girl to make you better won't work. I didn't understand your post at all, sorry. You've done many of the right things, but you have still no found the root of your addiction. Have you tried therapy? This is what I recommend to every addict — I would not have succeeded without it; but with therapy, I've done very well indeed.