Day 57 Have been drinking and catching up with some friends yesterday but regulated my alcohol consumption and made a conscious effort not to drink too much. Felt much better than getting wasted and I didn't feel tempted to watch porn or masturbate. Today there will be another birthday. I dont usually drink this often but since I'm visiting old friends it's kind of given.
Day 26/30 No PM (June) Day 519 at attempting this challenge Day 183 weigh training (M, W, F) Day 2 Jogging (Tues &Thurs) Day 54 No caffeine and no alcohol Lifestyle: reduced desserts
I woke up and took a cold shower and short quiet time. My elbow is hurting so no pullups. At first I tried to talk myself out of the shower but didnt give in. So I started the day with a victory over self. I have a couple small jobs to do today. I feel like i need about a months vacation but my life doesnt allow it and i try to accept life on Lifes terms. Another day to use as i choose. I can grow in goodness or edge toward the dark side. It's up to me. One day at a time.
completed 43 days urges are coming and going and coming again but i am strong now more than ever determined to complete 90 days no matter what
Exactly! Basically if you really want to watch P you'll do it regardless P blocker. It's more about change that need to happen within ourself. Nowadays P is everywhere.
Day 20 today. It's starting to feel like it's part of my life now. I guess my body and mind have adjusted more to this lifestyle over the past few days. I've been feeling some fatigue and very bad moods now and then, every time I thought my flatline arrived but it's usually just one day and then I feel better again. Could also be because of the warm weather. Overall I'm still having more energy than before, so that's a good sign.
Day 2/90 Total clean days - 23 Total PMO - 9 Total P - 1 Total hours remaining - 2101 Well I admit that I didn't follow my personal rules today but I hope I will follow it tomorrow. Pray for no wet dream as they are bad to deal with.
This is the second day. Watched trainspotting today. Didn't want to watch the scene with Tommy and his gf having sex. Didn't really effect me tbh. Didn't allow myself to get aroused by it. Just laughed to myself and looked back when it was over. It is a quick scene (sorry Tommy)