Day 0 I had a big (and messy) relapse last night, and I have been dealing with a really painful ear ache (infection?) since Wednesday afternoon. I woke up really nauseous and so I went home to my parents for the weekend. It has been nearly 24 hours since my relapse, but due to a close call tonight involving porn sub and touching myself (even with me stopping before anything serious, I am resetting to 8PM tonight and going to start tomorrow as the first day of the rest of my life) Best, Mathman1994
Day 1 again. Reading all your posts fills me with joy and motivation. Keep fighting brothers and sisters!
early check in: 13 days the weekends are the hardest days of the week for me. But i am confident i can make it trough.
One more day in Isengard my brothers and sisters. In one of mine nightwalks i found a breach in the outer walls. I can escape from here! Now i just need a plan to do it If the damn PMO ring wasn´t blocking my mind i could have found a solution by now. But haste not all in good time. The following brothers have upgraded and reached places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!!! @Ininterrompu - Uruk-Hai @Sifo-Dyas - Uruk- Hai @Akeakua - Bree @This is it - Hobbit / Hobbiton Let´s get going brave Fellowship!!!! Here´s Universal Man with an important message. Have a great day!!!! "Making sure you've got a clear plan around your internet, computer, and phone usage can have a major impact on your success with quitting porn. The trick is to make sure that while you employ some safety measures to prevent poor split second decisions, you don't ultimately RELY on these things to be successful."
Hey guys. 5 Days here. I think I've made some progress in getting more serious and thinking through things. What I've come to is that quitting PMO is just one integral part of an overall ethic I want to embrace and live, namely total relentless self-improvement in all things: physical, spiritual, social, intellectual. PMO makes me worse in all of these. This week has been hard but also awesome. I haven't had a drop of alcohol since Sunday, I've lifted thrice, and have gone to bed and woken up early all week. I'm still lazier at work/school than I want to be, but I'm working on that too, and have probably been more productive this week. Basically I want to keep pushing myself and choosing (seemingly) hard things over immediate pleasures. My goal is to be healthy and strong, socially confident, purpose-driven and hard working. Happiness is a byproduct of having a meaningful purpose towards which you strive diligently. Can't wait to be Uruk-Hai tomorrow.