I started in 2010 and tried for six years before I got this streak. I had some long streaks (one of 22 months) but I always relapsed and fell back into porn use. But not this time: I'm on Day 1,672
May i talk to you in private ? I got a few questions to you, if you don't mind. Congratulations on your long timing, 1672 is not a short time at all, keep it up!
(I've DMed you @Mr.Tony) It's interesting that both @Mr.Tony and I answered your question with big numbers, but neither of us said we succeded. For me this is a lifetime project. One analogy is an overgrown garden. As you start work clearing away brambles it seems impossible, but eventually you have a garden. But you still need to keep weeding. It's easier, but it still needs doing. But I guess success looks different depending on your goals. What are you trying to fix @darksoul57681?
I forgot to tell you, That i program my brain to do something or hate something whenever i want to, It's called Self Hypnosis and Subconscious Programing. I get obssesed with things, I could go play street soccer or nay sport or anything crazy everyday for a year just so we can play that famous match. I explained that to you on PM, let's keep the rest between us, alright!
ever since i started fapping, i never really felt good about and guilt keep on accumulating which totally ruined my life, i started from once a week for first few months to multiple times day, it ruined my confidence and school life as i couldn't concentrate and was always anxious, i have been serious about stopping it since 2010 but never really went more than a week or two. My first real attempt to stop it happened in mid-2012 when i went to a rehab for couple months, there i was clean for 2 months and then after returning 2 more months at home and those 4 months were just amazing, i felt peace, clarity and it totally healed my dandruff but one day i forced one out and i wasn't even horny, all my lust was gone so that was a really stupid decision, i still wish i was more sensible at that time, my life today would have been totally different. Last 3 years i have several multiple months streaks but none were ever even close to what i felt at that time, now being more than 8 months clean it's getting alot better looking a things since past week and if it keeps on improving like that than i would totally believe nofap has done wonders for me once again and it's never too late.
So you started fighting porn when you were 12! How did that work? And how does a 20 year streak stack with this:
@kropo82 what you mean bro? The question is about fighting porn and doing nofap not about how long is your streak. What do you not understand I've been fighting fap for 20 years and I've evolve and being doing many long streaks since then.
@kropo82 But I guess success looks different depending on your goals. What are you trying to fix @darksoul57681?[/QUOTE] i guess there is no success in this game but rather keep going on as long as you can