Yo. I didn't understand the second day number you guys put. Now I understand is the longest streak. So, as for now 1/30 for me.
1/207 I am in a bad state of mind. Did not got to work yesterday and even today. Even though my colleagues were calling, I didn't pick their call. I don't know, I can't help myself. Totally confused, fogged and unclear, not sure what will happen to me. I feel like resigning from my job, even without having another job lined up. Fatigue, lower back pain and no interest in anything.
I have unfortunately relapsed thanks to putting myself in harm's way by visiting Instagram. However, there is no time for a pity party. Getting back on the horse. Day 0 of 26
The first week or so is the toughest. Because it’s easier to justify a relapse. Hang in there, man. We want you to succeed. I know you can do it.
Start not being so attach to feelings and pleasure the nature of life is change. One moment you are feeling good the next hearthbeat you are bad, then good again. It's just neurotic living like that. So that's how u relapsed
