I am back for some fun! I started couple days ago, not exactly sure when so I make this my DAY 0. I had basically one month of 1-3day relapses and I remembered I felt totally diferent when I was on NoFap. Its time to get back to the driver seat take over the steering wheel and go for a fun drive to the destination of power!
Honestly I dont think I am gonna learn. Started edging after seeing some add on youtube. I didnt give up just yet, but I already made it much more tougher because wasnt able to resist this nonsense habit I developed.
I relapsed. I guess lets go with the same vibe as in the earliest post made by me today. DAY 0 I will minimaze random browsing. Blocked mobile data for instagram. Deleted it from my phone too. I will leave my phone away from my bedroom. Everytime I get strong urges I will use one of the following: the panic button, pushups, coldshowers, walks, burpees. Just come on. I can do clean 7days 1 by 1.
I'm not sure if I should put day 5/7 or not. Yesterday I improved my computer block, but while on it I encountered a nfsw site, and even though I only were on a video skipping through it to check if the video actually worked (or at least that was my rationalization) while trying to look very briefly and not focusing, I did try to find a certain scene. I couldn't find it. I did search for the meaning of relapse, but I couldn't be sure of this thing. Obviously I didn't M neither O, neither I got much aroused, as I closed shortly after. What do you guys think?