I ejaculated during sex unfortunately so I have to bow out of this challenge for now. But like the terminator, "I'll be back"
It's a shame I'll probably will have to ejaculate in some days to do a spermogram because of the vasectomy. At least 10 times. I'm thinking in keeping the streak. Because it's for medical reasons. Also thinking if I'm ejaculating during sex or not at least if I ejaculate during sex the girl can have some extra energy from the ejaculation. There's also no girl to have sex with right now haha
Gotta do what you gotta do, I guess For me, though this was not my longest SR streak by a long shot it felt the best. Really good energy, and mostly a positive experience. I think meditating almost everyday was the key, and being completely indifferent to the need for an orgasm during sex was important...Except this one time lol it got real hot under the sheets
Didn't read the entire thread I'm just posting some links to some books on page two about diving deeper into non duality and meditation. Zen Mind Beginners Mind my suzuki roshi Hundred Thousand Songs of milarepa The Zen Teachings of Bodhidharma Feel free to add the links to the OP.