InnerMan

Eid Mubarak my sister, may the Most High forgive you, bless you, and guide you to what is best for you Insha'Allah.

Ameen * 1000 to all your prayers. + same to you :)

Aww, well you seem like such a fun aunt. K will have so many awesome childhood memories of you inshallah ;)

incoming call, gotta run, ttyl

Inshallah I hope :)

I've always (since 7) been a little too obsessed with death. I don't mean killing, just my own mortality. It's worth bearing in mind, though, because out time is limited.

At least you don't have live with me FP lol I'll try to keep your feedback in mind, keeping it light is good. These are my spontaneous thoughts or emotions, mostly aimed at myself, ya know? And to whoever reads it, I say take the best and leave the rest! And to you Ms. Zee, jumu'ah mubarak! Hope you dream of ponies and cotton candy tonight :P

Haha, was just pulling your leg :p you know I have got nothing better to do nowadays lol
Jummah mubarak to you as well, IM. And I hope you dream of colorful pretty flowers. (Hahaha omg sorry! :p)

FP!...shhhhhh

And ultimately from darkness to illumination. It implies a desire to come back to one's own true nature, which is inherently bright and beautiful.

PMO is a big scam that sells the lie that we need it. We don't. What we need, we already have within. That's the good news that at awaits us at the end of this journey. And then perhaps we'll laugh and laugh some more at the recognition that what we were looking for was already within us this whole time.

Thank you brother G, right back at you!! I'm very glad to see you have a nice streak going, keep it up!

A well written story filled with highs and lows, here is to many more exciting chapters in your life friend!

Thanks Whispers :)

sexual energy makes for a poor master but an excellent servant!

So true!

Great quote

I get the quote and I quite like it. I just want to add that we live twice. Your Spirit is more real than your physical body. Your Spirit lives on in either peace or in torment.

@championxo it was anonymous where I read so, not sure.

@Project Steadfast yes good point

Screens/social media sell the lie of excitement, only to exacerbate agitation

one by one, these impediments must be relinquished. We must back ourselves willingly into to a corner of freedom...

Only to be astounded by the discovery that its not a corner at all, but a secret doorway into an ocean of nourishment and meaning

Maybe they're just different wavelengths of the same tendency. I suppose the tendency being they are both forms of craving and both a desire to escape suffering

They serve to pull you into something, and the both serve to push you away from something. So its a big game of pull-push

And that makes me think all addictions essentially operate the same way, albeit different forms and different intensities

Starve the negative, feed the positive

Yes. For me it comes from boredom and desire to escape my mind. The same with pmo. Boredome and desire to escape to the realm of pixelated women that are there for me to take my worries away. It is all shit. But at the same time, i'm not ready to give up on internet and videogames just yet, even while understanding that they do more harm than good. Plus damnable lockdowns with no end in sight don't help either

The lockdowns don't help that's forsure.

What may taint your life with ugliness today, can tomorrow shine with awesome beauty

Where you feel the cracks within your soul, is precisely where the light shines the brightest. So be glad traveler, and journey on towards the true Source of what you seek.

Wise words my man, this is the message we all need to hear.

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