day 5/14 getting things set up for the move today. I'm not a fan of moving; not the fact that I'm going somewhere new, the whole process of packing my stuff up is tedious. hope you're all having a good Monday.
day 6/14 temptations were strong last night. They’re in my mind today as well but I’m not going to have a chance to act on them since I’m up and about. More than the P scenes, scenes of me doing the deed with women I’ve done it with are replaying in my mind’s eyes. makes it more dangerous but we’ll pull through.
day 7/14 halfway through this challenge. thank You God. the desires/withdrawal symptoms are strong today. not so much P as it is MO. I had to look away from some beautiful women at the store so that I wouldn't be ogling them and so that I wouldn't have to deal with bad lingering thoughts.
day 8/14 last night and this morning, my thoughts are in a much better state. I exercised last night so I slept very well. today I have to go out of town to run an errand, so we'll see how I do once I come back home.
day 9/14 the urges were really bad last night. fortunately I did not act, but I'm more ashamed of the fact I was not more steadfast of mind to shut down the demon more quickly. I spent an extra minute (or several) looking at a picture of this woman in a dress, and then the same woman in a bikini. it's just ridiculous to see how much this has consumed me. I don't want to reset this NoFap timer. we're still here though. happy Friday everyone.
Day 8 checking in. (18 total) It's been a bit different lately. I'm staying with my sister a few hours away for a few days. It's good to be able to spend some time with her and the kids. We're going to the local show tonight! Carnival games, a demolition derby... I'm looking forward to it
day 10/14 the urges last night were there but not as bad. it should be a good weekend. hope you're all having a good one too. God bless.
