day 11/14 we're still pushing through, ladies and gentlemen. winter is finally ending and May is going to be a fun month. let's gooooo
day 12/14 I had a lot of errands to run today, thoughts are still a bit crazy. nothing too extreme thankfully. stay strong everyone.
. You know the things; alone, no partner, heart broken etc. Past days no success here goes again 0/14
day 13/14 not so many urges are present as there are thoughts. I'm now reliving dates I've been on with girls even with whom nothing sexual happened. and how most of them didn't want further dates. better than P, at least. thankful to still be here. let's get it ladies and gents.
day 14/14 not much to report from yesterday. thank God I am done with this challenge. onto the next one, I'll see you there. God is with us all.
saw a girl on street. shit her long feets, hands, pears shape body and long hair, really a dopamine hit, no man that's not pixels however I just gave up ! No relapses today day 1 done, here goes day 2
It's good to be determined, make sure you are also kind to yourself. Engage with the positive within yourself, it's there, it's always there even if you don't feel it. Move towards love. Also set an alarm and go for a early morning walk
After yesterday incident remembered porn stored in pc, I could not resist urge to watch them so relapsed on day 2. still my monkey mind said save that porn stuff to watch again after achieving long streak wtf. you know the lesson I learnt now I avoid my self to watch at random women because the evil pmo mind still presents in me. 0/14
