Day 0 - SPARTAN BOY Same issues from last time. Peeking to P then eventually to PMO along with few mistakes from how it started it. Yes, no P rule again with my mind. Just something to keep an eye on especially this time of season. I knew it was going to happen if I didn't pass this week or survive by Tuesday. So it got me. Indeed, I am the one looking for the day to move on from here until I reached my goals here which is to destroy this PMO lifestyle altogether. I might take a break whenever I fall from it whether short or long streak but I know I can do this. No one is telling me otherwise. Again this like a video game for me How many wipes until I get to succeed? Not predictable but we we see. I will show that analogy later to what game related to me on this situation and such later. NNN is here but I screwed that one up. I wanted to make it for this occasion because that is why I came back so soon from last fall. Essentially, it is semen retention month after all which is my original goal in the first place. I'm moving it forward as usual Spartans. Let's go.
Day 66 Whoa ate some hot wings last night and they woke me up in the middle of the night. Only got 4 hours of sleep, Now I have to go to work tired. I'm not eating those anymore. LOL
16 Dont sweat, just keep going I find NNN dumb because it's a challenge done by many as a mere challenge, not for improving themselves but for the sake of it Congratulations, keep it up and you will surely hit God of War Lol
Hey everyone! Checking in and going strong. Had a crazy busy few weeks with my business but feel good being on the other side of things and feeling a sense of accomplishment. Definitely glad that I have been back on the NoFap journey the last few months as it has helped me not turn to PMO in times of stress between work and being a father. More importantly I have a stronger connection to my emotions including joy for when things go well. Stay strong out there! Do whatever it takes to get going and then come back here for reinforcement and momentum.
Day 04 checking in. A video appeared on youtube, I blocked it immediately, then while reading a comedy novel an erotic scene came out of nowhere and for no reason, I got rid of the book. I'm taking all this very seriously
Day 67 Yesterday at work got stressful. Why do some people have to try and make things bad for others? The thought to PMO did pop up into my mind because the stress was causing depression. Depression causes hopelessness and hopelessness suggested giving up. Because of this group of people and all the support, I am proud to say I had a Spartan Victory and my streak lives on. Everybody stay Strong!!!