DAY 10: i feel empty sometimes. like it's harder to live. i know it's the flatline and it's just my minds playing tricks on me, so i am hanging in there. anyone got any tips? feeling worse than usual isn't really nice.... on the plus side: 10% done!
thank you my friend: I can promise here on this public thread that i will definitely give it a 30 days shot.
for some reason i replied to you but the reply has not been posted. i used a hotspot there must have been a connection issue. at any rate - i actually did decide to try your program FOR 30 DAYS, today being the first day. i will do it once every day at least.
DAY 10 + 11: for some reason (probably - like i said in the reply above - because i used unstable connection) myday 10 post did not upload to this thread, so i'll summarize it with day 11: energy is unstable. i start to get downs in energy/mood. sometimes it's like it's suddenly harder to live. suddenly i am tired, and feel like collapsing and going to sleep. unfortunately, can't exactly sleep while working... i know it's my mind playing tricks on me, but the process is still not very fun...
Awesome! See if it resonates with you and gives you results. Let me know any questions you have as you try it out!
day 13: slightly better but still no walk in the park. still happy i finished 13% of the journey... man i really do want to get better....
day 14: mood is still decreased. man i hate this period.... then again, it nice knowing i have abstained myself for the past 2 weeks... hope this ends soon and will start feeling better soon.
Bro First of all you are amazing Listen to me very carefully Be clear with your goal What is the goal of this streak Goal is to build a lifestyle that hate to do fap Recently I did 37 days streak I wasn't worried about my urges after 15 days Because I reduced availability of pornographic material from my life And was always ready for urge with a plan But but but This was determination who was helping my plan to get accomplishment. Don't be irritated with your streak Have plan for your next urge and live your life my bro
thanks! to be honest, at least today, that is exactly how i am feeling. urges are now slightly reduced but mood is elevated. i actually do have a plan if an urge emerges - using the P.A.T.H formula and as far as availability for P, i kinda have a new job nowdays that destroys P availability for me. thank you for your comment!
DAY 15: feeling WAY better than yesterday. mood is elevated. urges are back, but manageable. maybe i really do need to stop counting days soon.... well, let's see how tomorrow goes.
day 17: starting to view this challenge as a lifestyle. which is not something i am used to. still better than yesterday, but hoping i won't experience any flatlines anymore.
day 18: should probably stop counting days, but still am. today was a lot harder than yesterday, probably because getting in a new routine is not very comfortable. not as much enthusiastic as yesterday. questions to the experienced: after getting into a high streak? do you still get 'bad days' as often as you had before stopping pmo? by bad days i mean no motivation, lack of enjoyment....
day 19: building good habits, but it's not easy. at all. i woke up at 8 am and it's 5 pm where i am from and i am TIRED. i suppose with enough time it's going to get easier... 19% of the challenge done
DAY 20: achieved '20 percent done' milestone. i am getting better, as a person at least. but the process is painful. it's asking for a lot, and constantly. i still have to move on.
DAY 21: i swear to god, sometimes the things i do makes me think "god save my soul". the actual transformation of my life is not joyous. at all. it's letting go of people, and starting to live your life at a completely different way. forcing yourself to do the right and painful things instead of the wrong and fun ones.... so yhea.... god save my soul
day 22: getting better, a lot to do.... i think this is it. i am pretty sure this is the best i am going to feel energy wise. it's manageable, but not exactly overwhelming. maybe because i am pushing myself.... still, getting close to a full month now.
day 23: so i am one week away from 30 DAYS! nice.... still feel like more needs to be done. i still at times feel more like a boy than a man grown. back to work i guess...
day 24: i think i might be flatlining again. oh well... not quite as energetic as yesterday, but can still operate. so far i am okay...