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Hello , My name is AJ I have stopped watching Pornography about 32 days or so ago , I began because as I went to college one day a Gay guy said that I was attractive as a Straight guy I immediately told that guy that I like women. I couldn't get that thought of my head that day , I had Homosexual thoughts that day and the following weeks , I use to fap to (not gonna put the titles lmao : Mia Khalifa,Alexis Texas, Lissa Ann all those women that would make me feel pleasure) women all the time I would search up there body parts and what not as I decided to quit pornography I have intrusive thoughts I had never experienced (violent,sexual,Suicide and what not) I feelt awkward among people, social anxiety, I had a severe depression, sadness,I would find myself crying asking God for help because I wanted my life back like when i would watch porn but now porn free , I cried so many days , I had headaches,Fever like symptoms, nausea, tiredness, thank God I have had more energy the past 3 days , I must mention that about 2 days ago I couldn't with my thoughts so I prayed like I have the past month and I opened the Bible , God send me to Psalm 39 I read and cried I closed the Bible and told God if he was with me to let me open the same lecture I had just read and sure enough Psalm 39 , I was shook and cried a bit more , I know God is with me and I will go thru this , #Fuck Porn #PornKillsLove